00:01:33 When he turned to the wall in the end,
the spaciousness of creation opened
up to him. The former scene of
00:01:41 his struggles began to turn gray,
and then vanished. His aspirations,
00:01:46 which he had followed with hard will,
now embraced him irresistibly,
00:01:51 with immeasurable lightness.
What had happened to him so far
00:01:55 seemed like a dream,
with only sadness familiar
- and as in his previous life
00:02:01 he knew he could wake up from that.
He wanted to change the impression
00:02:08 of the unchangeable, the operetta-like
industrial version of feudalism.
00:02:15 He was born as a true Democrat
and as much as he despised
00:02:20 people who had gone to depravety out of hatred,
he never allowed hatred to his heart
00:02:25 but he did not allow the flame of noble
anger to be extinguished either because
00:02:31 he believed that by perseverance
all evil could be redeemed.
And although he was justified by
00:02:37 the totality existence, partial daily
events sometimes surprised him with
more hideous evils than expected.
00:02:44 He was shocked to note that his
gallant intentions were received by
envious rejection and a servant’s mocking grin.
00:02:51 You know, it's time for forgotten country
of your dreams to come alive, but first,
00:02:57 we have got to eat each other
up with demeaning petty interests.
That's what he wanted to avoid.
00:03:04 He hoped that the nation sunk
into vegetation would recognize its
00:03:09 true interest and elevate the
undeniable truth of the finally
liberated Hungarians, but the
00:03:16 dream-like freedom caused a panic,
not the soul created for good
00:03:22 got rid of its evils, instead,
unrestrained instincts got loose.
00:03:28 They can't even interpret their own
interests, tearing each other apart
00:03:33 from day to day in that misconception,
as if they were missing something.
00:03:38 Monday doesn't understand Wednesday,
Tuesday doesn't even know Thursday,
00:03:43 Friday and Saturday on Sunday.
00:03:49 like he's saying something like that.
I (József Antall) could've made a proper order here
00:03:55 but everyone would've been hurt
because everyone wanted their own
order and they wanted it to
00:04:01 be at the expense of others,
but I wanted to be a prime minister
00:04:06 who would've made sure that as
few people as possible were injured
in this wounded country. Thankfully,
00:04:13 those who had reason to fear sought
to wound me and my minds to death,
00:04:20 for mercy and love were interpreted
as synonymous with weakness.
00:04:25 And those who had good reason
to avenge their ruined lives and
00:04:30 the humiliation of their homeland
turned on me with more anger
00:04:35 than my enemies because I refused
to assist in a bloodbath.
00:04:40 Poor people don't know that the
martyr is a martyr at least twice.
00:04:46 When they kill him, and when
they remember him, it's his fate,
00:04:52 but now I know that the villains
live at least twice when they kill,
00:04:58 and when they're forgiven.
I believed the debauched
souls would find each other.
00:05:05 They wouldn't make each other sick.
That's not how it happened.
Sometimes I feel like it's time
00:05:11 to accept predestination,
the will of the Lord,
00:05:15 and maybe that forgotten nation
in that dream is not so lost, afterall.
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